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Why You Can't Know Anything Until You Know Yourself

Anonymous · August 3, 2026 · 10 min read

From a lecture (a scholarly lecture by Prof. Memarian on the text of 'One Hundred Sayings'). Delivered in Persian · Arabic.

There is a small book that has occupied me for some time — small in size, but so densely packed that reading it feels less like reading and more like excavation. It's called the Hundred Words (Sayings), written by Ayatollah Hasanzadeh Amoli, and I want to explain why a text this brief deserves this much attention, and why its opening claim — that no one who fails to know himself can know anything else — is not a throwaway aphorism but the foundation for an entire theory of knowledge.

Size Is Not Depth

We've all had the experience of picking up a thick, learned-looking book and coming away with nothing — as if we'd fallen into a barn of chaff. And we've had the opposite experience too: a handful of sentences that carry more weight than volumes. There's a saying attributed to Amir al-Mu'minin, Imam Ali (AS) — twenty-four words — of which Imam al-Sadiq (AS) says the weight of each single word exceeds the weight of the heavens and the earth. Twenty-four words. It depends entirely on whose mouth they come from. As it's said: our traces indicate who we are. A cracked bowl reveals itself by its sound; a person reveals himself the moment he speaks, and reveals himself again in what he writes. The Hundred Words is exactly this kind of text — a hundred pearls that function as a single pearl, unique, without likeness, and worth taking slowly rather than skimming.

Even the number in the title isn't incidental. There's a whole science — the science of letters and numbers, jafr and related arithmetic traditions — in which letters convert to numerical values (the old abjad sequence: alif as 1, ba as 2, and onward) and numbers convert back into letters, yielding answers to questions posed in this coded form. I mention this not as a curiosity but because it tells you something about how the author himself describes the book's origin: he said that when he was absorbed in a certain state and began writing down what came to him, once he'd finished and counted, it came to a hundred. That is how it became the Hundred Words. It reads, in other words, as something caught from beyond ordinary thinking rather than composed by ordinary method — a catch available to whoever keeps himself pure, vigilant, and turned toward that source.

What the Preface Is Actually Doing

The book opens with a short dedication: it is written for the sake of the reader whose mind is fragrant and who yearns for the elevation attained through the realization of self-knowledge. Every word here is chosen with unusual precision, and it's worth slowing down on a couple of them, because they aren't decorative.

Take "khāṭir" — mind, or heart. It shares a root with "khaṭar," which in technical usage means a lofty station or rank (as in the phrase describing the sincere as being "upon a mighty station"). We call something dangerous, khaṭarnāk, precisely because falling from a height hurts — the danger is a function of the loftiness. The human mind is the loftiest rank in a person; that's why we say a thought "occurred" to us, descending from that height. So when the author dedicates the book to the reader's fragrant khāṭir, he means: this is for the mind that hasn't been polluted, the mind sin doesn't circle in, the mind occupied instead with God and the hereafter. That's not a moral nicety tacked onto the front of the book — it's a precondition. A polluted mind cannot draw benefit from these truths. Purity comes first; understanding follows. Whoever is not pure and still studies will not really grasp the material, however much he reads.

Then there's "ʿazīz" — one of God's own names, meaning, among other things, impenetrable. The believer is ʿazīz: sin cannot get into him, corrupting company cannot get into him. He has honor, and honor here means resistance, not just status — the Arabs used to call land that water couldn't penetrate "arḍ ʿazāz." The abased, by contrast, is low ground that water runs onto and turns into swamp. The image is worth holding onto: dignity as elevation that repels, degradation as a depression that absorbs whatever runs into it. And there's a practical instruction buried in this etymology — when temptation or the pull of money, fame, or status presents itself, actually say, out loud if need be, "we are not of that." Not just privately deciding you're above it, but saying it. There's real psychological weight in the act of speech itself; Satan retreats from a person through the saying of it.

And "shāʾiq" — yearning, longing for ascent. This word matters because yearning, real yearning, is what actually carries a person forward on this path. You can see the difference in any gathering devoted to learning: full at the start, and then, session by session, people drop away — not because the material got harder, but because the thirst wasn't real to begin with. Someone attends two sessions, gets tired, leaves. Someone else searches from city to city for a teacher. The difference is not intelligence. It's whether the question — who am I, what is actually going on in this world, is there something beyond eating and sleeping — has become a real ache rather than a curiosity. Don't seek a little water; let thirst itself bring you to the point where your own water wells up from within.

Two Kinds of Knowing

This sets up the real argument, which turns on a distinction between two kinds of knowledge. Look at a flower. What do you actually know about it? Its color, by the way light reflects into your eye. Its scent, if one reaches you. Its shape. These are effects — accidents, traces — not the flower's actual reality. The same is true of a stone: its weight, its color, its texture are all things you're sensing, not the thing itself. We don't even perceive all the accidents that exist — some who have walked this path further than I have say that inanimate things like stone and water and earth possess their own kind of hearing, seeing, and awareness, and that their speech is perceptible to those whose hearts are attuned to it, even though it remains silent to the rest of us, as strangers. There's a supplication attributed to the Prophet (SAWW) that asks exactly this: "O God, show me things as they are." We don't, ordinarily, see things as they are. We see their effects.

This has a very practical dimension too, in something people take for granted: the properties of stones. There's a narration about someone who came to Imam al-Sadiq (AS) complaining that his caravan had been robbed, and the Imam asked whether he'd been wearing a red agate ring — he hadn't — and told him to get one, because it repels calamity. There are accounts of turquoise rings inscribed with "al-mulku lillah" used to turn away a lion on the road. Amir al-Mu'minin (AS) is said to have worn a hadid-stone ring for victory over adversaries. None of this, notably, tells us what these stones are in their essence — only what effects they produce. Even modern stone therapy, which claims measurable effects like blood purification or lowered blood pressure from certain stones worn on the body, is still operating at the level of effects. Even the prohibition on men wearing gold in Islam, while permitting it for women, points to this: the same object produces different effects on different constitutions. Effects, effects, effects — and underneath them, an unreached reality.

If this is true of a flower or a stone, it is certainly true of another person. When I speak with you, you hear my words and see a trace of me — but have you thereby known me, the actual reality of me? And it is most acutely true of yourself. Set your name aside for a moment. Not your father's identity, not your mother's, not your address, not your city — all of that is attached to you but is not you. Who are you? What do you actually know about yourself, apart from the name and the biography? Most people, if they're honest, will find they have no answer. The Qur'an names this directly: they forgot God, so He made them forget themselves (echoing the sense of a verse describing this very forgetting) — self-forgetting is not a separate problem from forgetting God; it is the same forgetting, doubled.

The Argument Itself

This is where the book's first line does its real work: whoever does not know himself, how can he know another? There is a hadith from Amir al-Mu'minin (AS) that says almost exactly this — how does he know other than himself, he who does not know himself? — and it looks very much like the author has taken the meaning of that hadith and let it settle into his own words rather than simply translating it, which is itself worth noticing: sometimes a person transmits a source directly, and sometimes he absorbs its meaning so completely that his own language comes out shaped by it without deliberate quotation. Either way, the logic runs like this: the self is the nearest thing to you there is. If you cannot attain the reality of the thing nearest to you, what confidence can you possibly have about your grip on anything farther away — a stone, a flower, another person, the world, God? Self-knowledge is not one item of knowledge among others. It's the gate all the others pass through.

This is why the tradition treats self-knowledge with such urgency. There's a well-known hadith urging the seeking of knowledge even as far as China — chosen, in the old geography, as the farthest conceivable point on earth. Imam al-Sadiq (AS) specifies which knowledge is meant: travel that whole distance, if that's what it takes, to know yourself. And Amir al-Mu'minin (AS) states the payoff without qualification: whoever knows himself has reached the utmost end of all gnosis and knowledge (man ʿarafa nafsahu faqad intahā ilā ghāyati kulli maʿrifatin wa ʿilm). Not a knowledge. Every knowledge, at its highest degree.

It's worth being precise about what kind of knowing is being promised here, because there are two kinds, just as with the flower and the stone. There is theoretical knowledge — you can know a great deal about a place you've never visited: its climate, its population, its geography, all correct and all secondhand. And there is witnessed knowledge — actually going there and seeing it. The same distinction applies to knowing God, and it applies to knowing yourself. Working through a text like this can bring a person to real theoretical clarity about the self. Whether that clarity ripens into direct witnessing is a separate stage, and a much longer road.

Where This Leaves Us

None of this is abstract for its own sake. The claim is that the entire outward world — stones, plants, other people, the concepts we casually toss around like "angel" or "jinn" or even "God" without any real content behind the words — remains permanently out of reach as long as the self, the one thing closer to us than anything else could ever be, stays unexamined. We form a picture in our minds and call it God; we form a picture and call it an angel; none of this settles what these things actually are, any more than knowing a carpet's color and weight tells us what the carpet is. The path to the reality of things runs through the reality of the self first.

That's a demanding place to end up, because it means the question "who am I?" is not rhetorical throat-clearing before the real subject starts. It is the real subject. Someone who actually arrives at that question — not as a slogan but as a genuine, disorienting wonder, astonished that he never asked it before — has taken the first real step of the whole undertaking. Everything else this short book has to say builds from there.

By Anonymous